hi
I am an ST1 in paediatrics and I am tired. Like, really, really, really bloody tired. In the past 3 years since my last post I have: - Stopped talking to all of those FY1 friends (it was a whole thing, exacerbated by moving hospital for FY2, an unexpected pandemic and the loss of the will to live) - Done an FY3 in neonates that for the first 6 months, made me wonder if I wanted to be a neonatologist, and for the second six months made me hate myself - Started ST1 paediatric training after failing to get in the first time, crying a lot, panicking a lot, visiting some other deaneries, considering GP training, trying to beef up my CV and also having a life - Married Steve in a beautiful wedding that was honestly a truly brilliant time thanks to my family, friends and the weather; had an amazing honeymoon by the sea, in wine country and on a road trip that was honestly absolutely wild - Tried to buy a house in the area I am desperate to live in - Started driving lessons to the point w...